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My place, My little doggie AND another side of hydrochloric8月19日 untitled again....well... actually i don't really know what to say...
i was taking a shower, some thoughts just ran in to my head, like the water ran down frm my hair...
once more, i thought abt me, things about me, my ideas, and the 'me' deep inside me.
it sounds so crazy, so insane, as the way it is. i am mad man, which is highly possible, i think...
always trying to figure out what hell am i hiding frm me and others, sometimes, the answer is staring right in front of me
sometimes, it is miles aways frm me.
it's not the moment of truth, and ppl like me just can't hide it. it is the depest desire inside me, it is the simplest thing that i wanted. u cant hide it, no matter how hard u try. u can ignore it, run away frm it, and lie to urself about it. but u cant change the way it is.
some one said to me, u are too rational, so chances are u are compressing ur own feelings...
i am kinda agree with it... but havent figured out what to do with it... maybe i am so used to it.
anyway...too much craps today...end 7月12日 beautiful lifewhat can i say? life is so beautiful, all u have to do is to live it... with everything u have... (maybe u have something, or maybe u don't. ) unfortunately, u don't have many choices, live ur life, or...simply dump it...by the way...dump ur life means dump yourself. so... just live ur beautiful live with whatever u got. u say u got all the trouble in the world. sorry, can't really help, coz i don't care, and no one cares, it's ur life. life is beautiful, not just because the way it looks. it has everything, joy, sorrow, anger, and everything u can think about, everything u can imagine, plus all the things u can't think about, u can't imagine. life is unique, especially urs, it's so much different from others, so enjoy it, experience it, and live it. 7月10日 all i can beall i can be i can feel i will need is just right here... where else? home, sweet home... i heard about this lyrics from mtv, it's just bring out something, which i can't really tell... it's a kinda strange feeling that deep inside me, but i've no idea what it is... the melody is nice, together with the lyrics, touches somewhere inside me, where i can't really see... unfortunately... i don't know what song it is... 6月3日 untitledhavent been here for a long long long long time......
im having my finals now...obviously this semester's finals
got 5 more projects to do...damn...most of them are theory based......so fcuked up
holiday is coming in 3 weeks time...ahahahah...cant wait for it 2月12日 damn~busy daysi was so busy for past afew weeks.....and there are more busy weeks ahead...damn..
somehow...it reallypissed me off ...wtf
looking forward to have a holiday 1月12日 the missing partwell.... can't find the myriad font.... before i get to bed, suddenly realized something that i didn't see it for quite long time it has been for a long time that i don't really feel sad or sorrow, and besides that, i don't even remember those days i was sad. it's sth strange that i do remember what has been happened but the problem is that i can't remember the feelings i had............. by the way, apart frm that, i find myself having difficulty of visualizing people's faces, no matter who is it, when was the time i saw it, a second ago or a year ago it doesn't make any differences. alright, back to the topic, it was my dream that one day, i will no longer feel those things, however when it comes true, i think it's kinda funny, really....... there is no joy, there is no sorrow, nothing, it's sth i can't tell, beyond my words, all my words, phrases, i can't find anything to describe it (i know that i don't have much words, but still.........OK, i agree that i'm suck in my languages, both chinese and english) it's almost 3 am ........ just let it end here...... 1月9日 new yearwell....new year, a late new year on this space...
there are many things i havent put'em up.....hope i will find some time upload new pics of my doggie
and other stuffs.....
anyway, happy new year, it's never too late since new year is always coming ^_^! |
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